Tuesday, 19 September 2017

Emptiness- Original Poetry

Here we are again. Another depressing poem. I wrote this a couple of months ago and, honestly, it's one of my favourites. When I go through it, I read it out loud in a whisper... it gives off an ASMR feel and the soft whispers calm me despite the helplessness of the actual message.
I hope you enjoy!


my brain is tangled,
thoughts scattered
springing in different directions
yearning for affection,
clinging to discretion.

my feelings are hiding,
withdrawing into a bottle. 
they scuttle away from judgement,
to wonder and pray-
thought for what, it's hard to say. 

my childhood is running away from me,
nostalgia caught in clenched teeth
the loneliness I've always felt,
peeling away to possibility,
disintegrating beneath piled up dreams.

Monday, 18 September 2017

Game of Thrones 3x03 'Walk of Punishment' TV TALK

I loved this episode-it was comedy genius. There were so many brilliant scenes and it's one of those episodes that proves why this show is such a success; because it's simply amazing.


Season 1:  1x01  |  1x02  |  1x03  |  1x04  |  1x05  |  1x06  |  1x07  |  1x08  |  1x09  |  1x10
Season 2:  2x01  |  2x02  |  2x03  |  2x04  |  2x05  |  2x06  |  2x07  |  2x08  |  2x09  |  2x10
Season 3:  3x01  |  3x02

Let's start with Daenerys for once because, for some reason, I always save her for last.
In Astapor, Khaleesi has finally bought the Unsullied but for a big price- one of her dragons. I'm not too bothered- we still have two dragons, so we'll still be epic on the battlefield. Khaleesi also purchased Missandei which I'm happy about because I've seen this girl in so many promos etc. I want to see her and Daenerys grow a really nice and strong bond!

Saturday, 16 September 2017

Mystery Blogger Award TAG || Take Two

I've already done this Tag before but... I got nominated again- this time by the lovely Esther from BiteIntoBooks. I'm not going to do the entire rules and will only ask her questions she left for me. If you want to check out my previous post with all the rules and my own nominees, I'll leave the link below.
Original Mystery Blogger Award Tag

1. If you could recommend me one book that I would HAVE TO READ one day, which one would it be?
I'm gonna break down a couple...

A Court of Mist and Fury- Sarah J. Maas
This is my all time favourite book so of course I'd always recommend it but this is the second in a series so, generally, read the first book first. This story is a blend of fantasy, epic action and steamy romance. The world is so well-developed and it has everything I'd ever need from a book.

As for a standalone...
Undone- Cat Clarke
This is an underrated book that I love. It touches on issues in this society that I'm very passionate about and it blends, love, hate and revenge so beautifully. The characters are great and I've re-read this book so many times.

2. What's the last book that made you cry so hard?

Thursday, 14 September 2017

Rarity from the Hollow- Robert Eggleton Non-spoiler BOOK TALK

I was sent a copy of this book from the author in exchange for an honest review. 

* * *
I decided to go non-spoiler for this review because I'm still kinda processing what happened...

This book very much teeters on the edge between total genius and total crazy. Your opinion on this book would completely depend on which way you fell.... and, honestly, I'm still on the fence getting splinters up my backside.
The first chapters were a little hard to get into but once you push through, you can truly appreciate the exploration of mental health issues. This book draws on a variety of different life experiences which is what makes it such an insightful read.
The story didn't shy away from subjects that are usually 'untouchable' in literature; child abuse being a main topic. At times, this was disturbing to read and could get a little heavy and intense for the reader but it's poignant and eye-opening at the same time.

Tuesday, 12 September 2017

The Walking Dead 3x14 'Prey' TV TALK

It's been a while since I've posted a Walking Dead review but, don't worry, I'm still watching it. I'm just seriously behind on this stuff. So what better filler for a Tuesday do you need?! I have taken a break from the Walking Dead since being introduced to the Game of Thrones world but now that I've nearly finished season seven, I can continue watching this (Game of Thrones just demands attention).

Season 1: | 1x01 1x02 | 1x03 | 1x04 | 1x05 | 1x06
Season 2: | 2x01 | 2x02 | 2x03 | 2x04 | 2x05 | 2x06 | 2x07 | 2x08 2x09 | 2x10 | 2x11 | 2x12 | 2x13
Season 3: | 3x01 | 3x02 | 3x03 | 3x04 | 3x05 | 3x06 | 3x07 | 3x08 | 3x09 | 3x10 | 3x11 | 3x12 | 3x13

We start with a flashback which is different. We see a snippet of Michonne and Andrea when they were on the road together and we get a little insight as to who those two Walkers were- the ones that Michonne kept on chains and dragged around everywhere.
Michonne never really elaborates on anything but I really want to know more about her past and what she used to do before the outbreak.

Monday, 11 September 2017

Game of Thrones 3x02 'Dark Wings, Dark Words' TV TALK

While we didn't get any screen time from my favourite character (Dany!!!!), we got a nice selection of characters and a lot of sass in this episode (which is always exciting).
I enjoyed seeing the events unfold in Kings Landing- which is turning out to be my favourite city to watch aside from Astapor or wherever Danaerys is.


Season 1:  1x01  |  1x02  |  1x03  |  1x04  |  1x05  |  1x06  |  1x07  |  1x08  |  1x09  |  1x10
Season 2:  2x01  |  2x02  |  2x03  |  2x04  |  2x05  |  2x06  |  2x07  |  2x08  |  2x09  |  2x10
Season 3:  3x01  |

Starting with North of the wall, we had Sam struggling- poor guy. He wants to give up but Mormont gives him the order of survival and he seems to get more of spring in his step.
Jon, cosy amongst the forces of the wildlings, met a warg in this episode which nicely opened the path to learn about Bran's gifts.

Saturday, 9 September 2017

Everything, Everything ADAPTATION TALK

From inconsistencies, one dimensional characters, to talking in space and astronauts... this movie was weird. 
I was interested to see how they'd do this movie and, altogether, I wasn't overly impressed. It was still enjoyable but not the right story for a movie screen.
I must say that it was a pretty poor choice of a book to adapt to begin with; not a massive amount happens and a lot of the interactions occur over text as the protagonist is constricted to her home. Because of this, the movie tried 'inventive' ways to portray this and avoid just an essay of texts to read on screen but it didn't work super well. 
Overall, this movie was still enjoyable but I also felt like the characters fell a bit flat... though, this may be my 'meh' feelings of the book bleeding into my opinion of the movie. 
This story has such a small cast- a few characters with only two being really prominent. This gives the chance to really go into depth with these characters and flesh them out super well but... the movie didn't do this. The characters were flat, one dimensional and didn't portray greatly onto the screen. 

Starting with characters...
I like Maddy. I feel like we could've seen a much richer and complex set of emotions due to her circumstances but, generally, I liked the acting and the character portrayal when comparing it with the book.
I had a slight issue with Olly, however. His character was just so one dimensional. This movie has a tiny cast so you'd think we have enough time to get to know the characters but no- we only established Olly as the 'nice guy next door who occasionally says witty things.' Oh, and he has an abusive dad. Because we're quickly ticking through the cliches here.

Thursday, 7 September 2017

Game of Thrones 3x01 'Valar Dohaeris' TV TALK

I'm making it. Slowly.
I can't say this this is one of my favourite episodes of all time.... because it's not. Not an awful lot seemed to happen but everything that did happen was exciting. This episode had an all-time low of my least favourite characters so I suppose that was a pleasant surprise.


Season 1:  1x01  |  1x02  |  1x03  |  1x04  |  1x05  |  1x06  |  1x07  |  1x08  |  1x09  |  1x10

Season 2:  2x01  |  2x02  |  2x03  |  2x04  |  2x05  |  2x06  |  2x07  |  2x08  |  2x09  |  2x10

Starting with a bit of Jon Snow, we're off to meet Mance Rayder today. From what we've seen from Mance Rayder, I quite like the guy. Jon seems to have won him over at least, and now.... won't die. Hooray! I can totally see Jon becoming sympathetic to the wildlings' cause, though, because even his 'fake' reasons to join them were pretty much the truth.

Tuesday, 5 September 2017


If you don't know, I'm a huge fan of the sitcom Friends. It is and will always be one of my ultimate favourite shows. Chandler is my ultimate favourite character along with Ross at a close second (though my favourite between the six change frequently).
So, I dug through the internet specifically to find a Friends Book Tag. There were so many results and I wanted to do all of them but I'll start with one I found from The Book Addict's blog. Who knows? I may do more in the future.

The One Where Eddie Won't Go
A character you wish would go away 
Theon- Game of Thrones
This may be a cheat because I'm watching the show and not the books but.... I'm sure he's just as annoying in the books as he is in the show.

The One Where Ross and Rachel Were on a Break
Most painful breakup
It Ends With Us- Colleen Hoover
Hoover knows exactly how to pull out your heart and smash it into pieces. And, for some reason, I keep going back to her.
I don't even want to think about this book because I'll just start sobbing....

Monday, 4 September 2017

Writing Diary #10 - It's Been A While...

Side note: Previous Writing Diaries will be linked below this post in case you missed anything. 

I've decided to share a song from my current novel's playlist each Writing Diary! The song has links to my plot and has a similar feel to the story so I thought it'd be interesting to share. Today's are....

Live Like Legends- Ruelle and Take It All- Ruelle (Listen to all Ruelle songs... she's stunning)

So, the last time I updated, I was letting my first novel sit and had started planning my second novel- Project Prophecy... (That's not the actual title and it's cooler than that name, I promise).

I will say that I've totally pushed my first novel to the side because, reading over it, it sucks. I may return to it in the future but, at the moment, I'm much more excited about my new project.
And I'm around 30,000+ words through. I manage to write near 1000 words when I sit and write but I also put in a lot of planning- a big reason why this book is much better than the last. I've planned my characters, their backstories, the plot, the next two books (!!!) and characters that don't even appear until book three. I know I should focus on book one before continuing but.... book three characters are so good and I'm really excited!! This extra planning means I can also put sneaky foreshadowing in which I get a kick out of doing.
I'm also planning a novella for a certain character's backstory that I'm planning to write for Nanowrimo this year... my first year!! But I'll talk more on that nearer the time.

Sunday, 3 September 2017

Game of Thrones 2x10 'Valar Morghulis' TV TALK

The season finale is here!!! We covered a lot of characters in this episode and so much happened! It was a pretty epic episode full of manipulation and deceit and I loved it! I'm so pumped for season three now! Bring it on!


Season 1:  1x01  |  1x02  |  1x03  |  1x04  |  1x05  |  1x06  |  1x07  |  1x08  |  1x09  |  1x10

Season 2:  2x01  |  2x02  |  2x03  |  2x04  |  2x05  |  2x06  |  2x07  |  2x08  |  2x09

Starting with a drab Stannis Baratheon- just so we can say we've acknowledged his presence- he's off licking his wounds at the moment because he failed so epically in the Battle of Blackwater Bay. And yet, Melisandre still manages to convince him to continue by making Stannis see a vision of his success in fire.
This is exactly why I'll never root for these guys.

Saturday, 2 September 2017

Fandom Merch Haul || Summer 2017

Because I can't really include this stuff in a Book Haul, I decided to create a brand new fandom haul every six months or so to show you guys what other random stuff I get that's fictional! I'll try and link where I got it from if you fall in love with anything so much that you need it yourself.
You'll notice a common theme in this haul... have I mentioned that I'm a new Walking Dead and Game of Thrones addict?

Warning: I will look like a major shopaholic after this haul but, remember, this has been collected over more than six months.... but I do have a buying problem.

Hamilton shirt (Redbubble)
I was given this for my birthday and I love it! I'm such a Hamilfan and this shirt is my pride and joy. Hamilton merch isn't exactly something you can find in stores so definitely head over to Redbubble- they have tons of stuff on practically every fandom!

The Walking Dead shirt (Primark)
This was a good ol' Primark purchase which I love. It's got the Daryl Dixon wings which is just perfect!!

The Walking Dead canvas print (Inside Out)
I found this stunning canvas print and had to buy because it was only £5!!! I'd really recommend this shop because they do a huge range of different fandom pictures and artwork for really cheap prices.

Thursday, 31 August 2017

September Releases and TBR 2017

Yes, school and college is upon us students for another year but... look at all the new releases! The authors understand our pain and decide to unleash all their new releases on us at once.... making us seriously behind in reading. Yay!
But, it's always a great month when my two favourite authors are both releasing a book.... no sleep for me!

Tower of Dawn (Throne of Glass #5.5)- Sarah J. Maas
If There's No Tomorrow- Jennifer L. Armentrout 
Warcross- Marie Lu
They Both Die At The End- Adam Silvera
There's Someone Inside Your House- Stephanie Perkins
One Dark Throne (Three Dark Crowns #2)- Kendare Blake 
The Language of Thorns- Leigh Bardugo
Genuine Fraud- E. Lockhart
Release- Patrick Ness
Invictus- Ryan Graudin

The Bone Season- Samantha Shannon (Book of the Month)
This is going to be September's Book of the Month- the novel that both me and Kailtin (Liber Amoris) read during the month. I don't know much about this book but one skim read of the blurb has me interested.

Tuesday, 29 August 2017

August Wrap Up 2017

I didn't do nearly as much as reading as I wanted to this month. It's summer!! I have all the free time in the world! And for some reason I can't bring myself to read! It's the vicious circle where, when I do have time to read, I don't feel like it and when I have no time to read, I'll cut into my sleeping time to get a chapter read. That's how life works.
Another big reason as to my lack of reading is my writing. My head is constantly stuck in my current novel (30,000+ and counting!!) and my love for it is overshadowing my reading. It's a blessing and a curse.

Geekerella- Ashley Poston (Book of the Month)
This was August's Book of the Month. I got straight into it and it was a super quick read. I loved the fandom spin on everything and it was truly a love letter to Geek Culture.
Geekerella- Ashley Poston BOOK TALK

Rarity from the Hollow- Robert Eggleton (ARC)
I was nicely sent this book from the author and publisher in exchange for an honest review.... that's coming soon, I swear. I'm very behind on book reviews right now (I haven't even started writing the Lord of Shadows one yet...). This book was extremely unique and delved deep into mental illness issues as well as having a sci-fi twist. I will say that this book was often confusing and it took willpower to continue reading- sometimes it was too crazy to continue.

Sunday, 27 August 2017

Game of Thrones 2x09 'Blackwater' TV TALK

We had a concentrated selection of characters in this episode and we didn't jump between as many as usual. We followed the Battle of Blackwater Bay in this episode and, heck, it was entertaining! Everyone has been preparing for this battle for so long and it was very satisfying to watch it all play out.


Season 1:  1x01  |  1x02  |  1x03  |  1x04  |  1x05  |  1x06  |  1x07  |  1x08  |  1x09  |  1x10

Season 2:  2x01  |  2x02  |  2x03  |  2x04  |  2x05  |  2x06  |  2x07  |  2x08

The episode started with the quiet before the storm. We had Bronn and the men singing and drinking their problems away (because being drunk before a battle to the death seems like the right way to go). We also had Tyrion and Shae spending some sexy time together for the last time before the fight start. I totally ship Tyrion and Shae but I can just see Shae dying at some point and my heart's not ready for it...
As soon as the battle bells start, the women are taken to a room to keep them safe and away from everything which..... I'll keep in my feminist rants for now.

Saturday, 26 August 2017

August Book Haul 2017

It was quite a unsuccessful month but I managed to bag a couple of books to make myself feel a little better.

Because You Love to Hate Me- Edited by Ameriie
I've wanted to get this ever since it was released because I love Booktubers and I love villains.... it seemed like a good anthology to pick up.
This novel is an anthology of 13 villain stories written by a selection of popular YA authors and the prompt for their story came from popular a Booktuber that the author was paired up with. There is a wide range of stories and I can't wait to delve into them when I get the chance.  

The Call- Peader O'Guilin
I've seen a lot of hype over this book and it immediately intrigued me. I don't know much about it but it looks creepy, mysterious and very dark. As Winter is Coming (hehe), I'm always in the mood for dark reads so this will suit me perfectly in the coming months.

Thursday, 24 August 2017

Game of Thrones 2x08 'The Prince of Winterfell' TV TALK

We covered many different characters in this episode but only had a brief time with each of them. It was deceivingly slow this episode but, having looked back through, a lot happened. It's shaping up to an exciting end of the season.


Season 1:  1x01  |  1x02  |  1x03  |  1x04  |  1x05  |  1x06  |  1x07  |  1x08  |  1x09  |  1x10

Season 2:  2x01  |  2x02  |  2x03  |  2x04  |  2x05  |  2x06  |  2x07

Let's go from North to South.
Jon Snow's in a bit of a pickle because he's been surrounded and captured by the enemy. But, it's fine, because Quoran Halfhand has been captured too! You know, for a legend and one of the best fighters of the Night's Watch, they're doing terribly.

Tuesday, 22 August 2017

Bleeding Words- Original Poetry

I thought it was the nice time for sharing a poem that I wrote. Warning: I'm quite a depressing poet and I love incorporating language and punctuation into my poems. This is one of my favourites so.... enjoy!

I am bleeding words.
Pouring out my emotions in incoherent floods.

I am choking on letters, struggling to piece them together,
along with my excuse for a life.
Endlessly searching for a jigsaw fit that doesn't exist.

I am crying punctuation,
desperately trying to catch my thoughts-
confine them into neat lines
to pretend they look normal.

I am breathing sentences,
stuttering on subclauses as I navigate my way around
the synonymous differences of reality-
the lies of the world around me.

I am bleeding words,
my life running out along with every expression.

- Chloe Harris, May 2017

Thank you so much for reading- I appreciate all the support for my personal writing. (Sorry if it was a bit of a downer, though...) Feel free to post a comment. Stay amazing,

Monday, 21 August 2017

Game of Thrones 2x07 'A Man Without Honour' TV TALK

This was a super amazing episode but.... that's a given at this point, right?
We saw a nice selection of characters in this episode and I'm enjoying watching all the growing bonds and interactions between everyone.... it's shaping up to be an epic finale which, again, is kind of a given...


Season 1:  1x01  |  1x02  |  1x03  |  1x04  |  1x05  |  1x06  |  1x07  |  1x08  |  1x09  |  1x10

Season 2:  2x01  |  2x02  |  2x03  |  2x04  |  2x05  |  2x06

We'll start with Theon once more! Theon has instantly set off to hunt Bran and Rickon because his forces are so incapable and let them escape- which is a good thing. Now, at the end, Theon shows the Winterfell people two charred and hanged bodies- supposedly Rickon and Bran.
I, however, don't believe it for a second.

Saturday, 19 August 2017

Publishing Interview with Eliza Stopps

Recently, I've been in contact with Eliza Stopps (author of the Leslie Kim Serial) and she was kind enough to answer a few of my publishing orientated questions. As an aspiring author, I'm always looking for more information about the industry and, while Eliza is self-published, she gave me some insightful facts about the publishing process.
Now, I'm nothing if not generous, so thought I'd post the interview on my blog in case there are any other budding authors intrigued about how they might publish a book one day!
I must say a huge thank you to Eliza for taking the time to answer my questions and I hope you guys enjoy!

How many literary agents would suggest sending your synopsis and manuscript to, per time?

I think this depends on the agent. Check on the literary agent's website for the answer to this, because some agents would prefer you don't submit to more than one agent at a time. If that is the case, just send it to one agent and wait for their response before moving on. Otherwise, you can do it in batches.

For me personally, I write in a variety of genres. I might be submitting a children's book, poetry, and science fiction short stories all at the same time. I usually submit to 1-3 agents per manuscript at a time, just so I am personally familiar with each agent. If you submit to like 100 agents all at the same time, you will get your name out there but that in itself can be a negative. If you submit to 3 agents and they all return with feedback saying that your book isn't right, it might be a good idea to read over your synopsis and query and see if there is any way you can improve before sending it to the next batch. If you send it out to many agents at the same time, you will have less time to improve between queries.

Ultimately, it's a personal choice for each author. My advice would be to do enough queries that you get over the anxiety of writing them but not so many that you feel overwhelmed and frustrated by the process.

What are the pros and cons of traditional publishing?